#ANON. ANOOONNN

[ii-meeple-confessions]

Something that's haunting my brain is the thought that--assuming MePhone and 3GS's emotional processors work close enough to human brains for this to work the same way--it will probably take them YEARS to even BEGIN to fully process their trauma.

I'm not sure if this is true of everyone, but I know that generally, your brain doesn't start fully processing things like trauma or grief until it feels safe to do so. (It's why you might be fine at a funeral, but then when you step into your bedroom you suddenly burst into tears. Or in terms of trauma, it's why abuse survivors have a risk of going BACK to their abusers because once they get away from them and get someplace safe, they suddenly start feeling WORSE, because their brain is finally unpacking everything.)

MePhone and 3GS? Yeah they got away from Cobs. But now they're left in a weird, uncertain position. MePhone wants to give the contestants space so he probably won't hang around the island. But where do they go from there? Meeple HQ? Maybe at first, but they're sure not going to feel SAFE there.

They'll probably wind up traveling someplace else they've never been before. Maybe they'll travel to several places before they find a more permanent home, or maybe they'll just become comfortable with a life of travel. Either way, it's probably going to be a while before they have a home, or at least a place they truly feel safe.

And THEN it hits them. Their processors have decided it's safe to do so, and begin to unpack their trauma, and it SUCKS. Just when they felt they were doing better, they suddenly feel worse than they have in YEARS. Worse than when Cobs shut 3GS in the closet. Worse than when MePhone lost everything and Cobs went all-out physically attacking him. (MePhone especially is going to have it rough because he had NO TIME to fully take in how bad everything was as it was happening. 3GS ironically might fare slightly better because he at least had time to think through things in that closet, awful as that was.) Hopefully at this point they'll have built up a support network of some sort so they can have SOMEONE to help them, but man, they're in for a rough time.

But that's how it goes. Things get worse before they get better, and hopefully things really will start getting better for these two.

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[homestuck-iconz]

heyy its me. ur bestie. jake. yah. ok so what i NEED from u. yes u. mod rose. ily /p i need me some. aroace & non binary jake icons. please. thank u. have a wonderful day. dont stress if it takes a while for it to be posted i understand. i get it.

AROACE/NONBINARY JAKE ENGLISH ICONS!

boy why you so shapes/ref

[doxytoy]

Consider; making out naked with a pretty girl and she's humping her cock against your clit and pressing against you and you can feel her throbbing with need against your clit, dripping pre against your skin, making out with you at the same time 🥺🥺🥺

[pvpcivilization]

Pvp civ in general is so Grown up's paradise by Mili.... it feels even more fitting since the song is about the harsh realities of adulthood when it was something we once idolized as children and Evbo is repeatedly called kid. The way the only way to rank up, the only hope of finding out the truth or escaping is through violence and death just like how the singer questions if hope has to be sown through someone else's sorrow... this was all just a huge excuse to spin pvp evbo around in my brain like a dish rotating in the microwave.

ANON. ANOOONNN. ANON IM GONNA ROTATE YOU. ive never heard this song but OOOHHHHHHH. oh my god. one second i need everyone else to see this. actually such a good song and also SUCH A GOOD PVPCIV SONG???

heres the song for anyone wondering im literally adding this to my evbo playlist rn

[ssseriema]

learn to embroider today, take my hand 🫴 and you’ll enter the wonderful world of clothing alteration and embellishments

im grabbing your hand anon... getting into a new hobby is so so scary i cant even sew a patch on ANOOONNN AAAAHHH

[world-class-pizza-pals]

Anon go get your own pizza slice

Uh oh! Guess im taken 💞 sorrryy anooonnn!

[noweyay]

hey

-rizz anon

HEY!! HOW ARE YOU RIZZ ANOOONNN

[waybrights]

Hello! I'm slowly making my way through the sats au tag and would like to let you know that you have single-handedly reignited my pinterest addiction. I'm in the middle of making boards for their concert outfits (I'll be real it's mostly kpop stage outfits so far bc that post of sats in hylt outfits definitely inspired me) so if you'd like to see them lmk! I based the vibes off of the boards you have and decided to just. go crazy haha. I have SO many thoughts abt their style on v off stage

I WOULD LOVE TO SEE!!!! my boards are p outdated w what I think they would wear now so I would love love love to see them!!! and honestly, I've gone down a bit of a kpop rabbit hole recently and have been looking @ their outfits to see who they would fit so dhdhd

[galaxythreads]

I wish you would write time loop fic where Loki dies over and over again and we can study his deteriorating mental state along with a lot of whump. Maybe Thor dies in the NY invasion and so Loki tries to save him over and over again? I know there are a few fics in the fandom about this, and it’s not the most creative but I’m interested to see your take on it, as you are one of the so which I admire and can write realistic mental health very well. Plus your characterisation is always on point.

ANON!!! ANOOONNN!!

No no no no i have to tell you about this fic idea I've had for literal YEARS but never done anything with. So generally I avoid time travel fics, but I have read a few where Thor gets sent back in time and manages to fix everything and I've had this idea forever where Thor goes back and time and just... CAN'T fix it. At least, not in the way he wanted.

So at the end of Endgame, after everything is over and they're staring at Tony's corpse, Thor is like "y'know what. No actually. I'm going to fix this" so he steals the time stone and goes back in time to Thor 1 with the full intention of stopping Everything Bad Happening and then proceeds to make something much worse happen.

I know this isn't Loki, but the concept of Thor and Loki literally unraveling the universe to save each other is just so *chef's kiss*

Anyway, I actually know a couple different fics where Loki does get stuck in a loop with thor dying, but I would need to think about it before I wrote it to figure out how I would want to. I really enjoy writing the massive fandom fic tropes, but in a Horrible New Way. (Like how I finally wrote the Peter Parker Stark Industries Trip but instead of it being crack it was a horrifying kidnapping).

Thinking outloud:

Loki gets stuck in a time loop for some sort of interrogation

Loki gets stuck in time loop because Thanos is trying to crack open his mind

Dr strange drops him in some sort of time loop and it goes wrong? idk, dr strange isnt' that vindictive

OH OH OH OH -- Mobius is being Mobius and instead of the time loop with sif beating Loki up, he shows him thor dying over and over again until he unravels mentally. Oh actually I think this is the one. I have never written a fic for the Loki series and there's something deeply appealing to me about Sylvie having to put Loki's shattered psyche back together. :)

thanks anon! You will regret this ask in like six months if I write this for the pain and suffering, lol. XD

for this ask game

[nulltune]

I actually read your writing with tenkoseiensei from back when you had your old url and WOW I didn't expect to love their pairing as much as I do xD They're so great together!! Your drawing of them was really beautiful too, makes me think an anime of these two would be so great 😭💙💙

GEJFHWJFHSJFJSJ ANOOONNN????? THAT'S LIKE- WHAT. TWO YEARS??? AND COUNTING???? GDHSBDH YOU'RE A REAL OG HUH!!!! FROM BACK IN MY MEMERYLAWST DAYS....... DAMN tho i must admit--- i never expect anyone other than my rp parter to read whatever i wrote so like-- SGJFJW don't mind me i'm lowkey highkey embarrassed for some reason!!! BUT OHH I'M GLAD U LIKE THEM! I i can most definitely relate too! like. ngl i barely knew anything abt yq before tsun (da mun of tenkoseiensei if u didn't know!) but it's insane bc now i'm so crazy attached to yq he is so so sooo important to my moon girl -I PUNCH DA WALL- SO I'M JUST NODDING ALONG WITH U RN FR FR THEY'RE JUST SO SO GRRAT 😭😭😭 I LOVE THEM!! and to this day i am still always so very amazed at how well they compliment each other!!! yq-hakuno dynamic stay winning 😤✊

AND AAAAAA TYSM!!! i actually was going for an anime screenshot kinda look there! failed tho but aha- i think any content of yq and hakuno would make me a happy sobbing mess (there's no canon content now or ever, nonnie dearie, tsun and i are cARRYING THIS WHOLE THING-) and an anime with em is no exception!!! also a very impossible thing too but :,) i guess we can all dream huh! ty for sending taking the time to send this, you lovely anon you! da yq-hakuno nation has increased by one (1) member i suppose!

sooo in celebration-- have a lil doodle of em! 😳 (listen i am a firm believer of hakuno being 😐✌ in pics) (yq's just following along with this ridiculous pose of hers) (her expression may b lacking but she's seriously happy actually)

[kalofi]

you're very funny and your drawings are so cool like you.

I think you deserve more people telling you this on this blog.

There isn't enough anon love.

Your style both in drawings and irl is amazing.

You draw eyes so well and don't let me start with the hair....................

And your drawings have so much personality. The fact that they're stilesed but also proporsion and characterization wise are amazing makes them look so.... Real....

Some of your drawings are so... In touch of what a human is that even if yes, normal humans don't have those beautiful eyes but also yes they do, because this is what a human is, with their dreams and personality.

As I've already said in previous asks, they're so familiar, and I cherish them

ANOOONNN THIS IS SO SWEET AND MADE ME SOOO SO HAPPY u have no idea omg 😭 i’ve been struggling w finding motivation for art lately n have only been able to draw in short bursts but this rly lifted my spirits thank u so much i love u ❤️

[teacupballerina]

if i wasn't terrified of tumblr and sharing my art online (yay social anxiety) and i had an account i would definitely follow you because i love your art and content in general and you're such an inspiration to me (also it's sooo refreshing to see someone else who ships pokemon villains with the protagonists)!

Anooonnn those ships are very popular! in japan, on twitter and pixiv.

You could always post there if you're (rightfully) afraid of tumblr, or you could even submit your art to me via submissions and I will post it for you and be your shield, like "This lovely work was sent to me by anon, isn't it awesome!!" etc

You're also welcome to dm me ^^

I'm glad I can inspire you to create stuff regardless 💖💖💖💖

[a-kind-of-merry-war]

I meant to only send one message but oh you write this fandom love letters and I would write you love letters for your work. You've reached your hands right into my chest, cupped your fingers around my heart, and whispered, "Beat." I sit desperate, watching these words bloom into vivid moments of beauty, of splintering agony, of the brightest joy. They play before my eyes so clearly. I cry out into a quiet room, utterly overwhelmed as you place these emotions so carefully into my heart, one by one until it is overfull. I am helpless but to feel the jagged rips into these characters hearts, helpless but to feel you sew them slowly together, helpless but to feel silk fill the holes, gentle tugs as the gaps pull closed. There are no words to make it clear how overpowered I feel. I am brought low, pressed, face flat, into the cold earth, by these characters' agony, their uncertainty, the warm weight of your words piercing through my back, arrows slotting into my heart, pinning me to the rough dirt. I am left breathless, lungs burning and hollow, even knowing with a faith unbroken that you will pick up these characters' pieces, knowing mine will be picked up with them, and yet still feeling their despair, still fearing this time maybe you won't. I am taken apart and rebuilt with them, the same but utterly changed, a stained glass window shattered and glued lovingly together, the same picture as before but so much more left between the cracks. I meant it with a fervour like the sun: I die to know what happens next, I die to get to the next word, but I die feeling wholly safe, your hands buried in the cavity in my chest, silk spilling forth, stitching your words so gently into my heart.

ANON. ANOOONNN. How am I supposed to write another coherent response?? I simply cannot. I am dying, I am insensible.

Thank you, thank you 💖💖💖

[luminous-shippery]

HEHAHAH ALRIGHT FUCK IT MIGHT FILL OUT A APPLICATION - CAPS ANON

CAPS ANOOONNN....WHAT'RE U DOING IN MY QUADRANT APPLICATIOOONSS....

[anythingtrxsh]

hi :) im looking for that one fic where taekook is married but jungkook gives a performance at the college taehyung works at and everyone is crushing on jungkook but no one knows that taekook is together. even taehyung's professor friends don't know because they don't know jungkook, and at one point they see them together and think that they're cheating because they don't know that taehyung's husband IS jungkook. sorry for the rambling and thank you so very very much :) -much love, anon

anooonnn i couldnt find this!! 

im so sorry. if anyone knows this, please let me know!

[bananaseokjinenthusiast]

I'll give you a hint since I feel generous it ends with two ii-friendly anon

anooonnn!!! idk when u sent this but thank u I will try my best